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Walking alone into the cold and dark
Hello dearest. Had dinner with our best friends tonight. Your absence hit us all, I think. My mood is low, energy levels are low and this cough is coming back at me some. I couldn’t muster an imitation of my … Continue reading
Bitter Days
Evening, love. We had a very cold night; two blankets on the bed. A crisp, late Autumn day. Like all glorious sunrises and stunning sunsets I see now, beautiful days just make me sad. A little bit angry. A lot bitter and … Continue reading
6 Weeks
Mornin’ my love. Another late night where it’s already the next day. Friday #6 started with a massive, skull-splitting headache. Made me feel like throwing up. Desperately wanted you here to make me a coffee and some toast like you … Continue reading
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Fourth Week (1 month): Memorial
Evening, dearest. We held the memorial this evening. You were the guest of honour in absentia. Just as you wanted, there was plenty of booze, good food, laughter and hugs. We didn’t get maudlin. Yes, we cried. Yes, we miss … Continue reading
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Tired
Really tired tonight, darl. Need more sleep. Drove up to see your folks today. We had a nice time. It was almost like always. I managed not to cry while driving, but I came close. That’s the first time I’ve … Continue reading
A little progess?
Hello, my dearest. I pulled your camera out of the bag this morning. The lens cap was missing. When I looked at the shots on the card, I realised why. You took them on the 16th of November 2010. We’d … Continue reading
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