-
Recent Posts
Archives
Categories
Blogroll
Meta
Widowed Village
Tag Archives: life
Time doesn’t heal
Hello, love. Yes, I’ve had two glasses of wine again and am feeling less than sober. Yes, I was sad and tired before I had anything to drink. Yes, today is just like yesterday and the day before that and … Continue reading
Posted in grief, not coping, widow
Tagged death, drunk, fucked up, grief, life, meaning, missing you, mourning, time, widow
4 Comments
Flat
Hi, dearest. Second day at work was ok. Emotions were flat for most of the day. Bit of a weep in the car on the drive home. Finding it hard to summon up the memories I want; I get a … Continue reading
Lost in normality
Evening, sweetheart. Wish I could ask you how your day has been. My first day back after so many months and after losing you was not what I expected. After the visit last week, I thought it wouldn’t be too … Continue reading
Out of limbo time
Hello, my love. Today was much the same as yesterday. I’m feeling run down, very tired. Might be I have a touch of something, or it’s just my body reacting to grief. Not sure. Went to the house today. Did … Continue reading
Fourth Week (1 month): Memorial
Evening, dearest. We held the memorial this evening. You were the guest of honour in absentia. Just as you wanted, there was plenty of booze, good food, laughter and hugs. We didn’t get maudlin. Yes, we cried. Yes, we miss … Continue reading
Posted in coping, grief, not coping, widow
Tagged celebration, death, family, friends, grief, life, loss, memorial, wake
Leave a comment
You're gone 