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Sixteen

Posted on June 3, 2011 by cancerwidow

Evening, my love. It’s been a day. I’ve cried, laughed, been angry and sad, and happy too. To be honest, today would be the best Friday I’ve had since you died, but that’s not saying much. It’s just that here, … Continue reading →

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‘Live Life’

Posted on May 28, 2011 by cancerwidow

Hello love. Today, I was bombarded with messages that are just slaps in the face for me right now. I’ve struggled with people’s status updates on Facebook where they say how beautiful life is, or that you should never give … Continue reading →

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I just can’t think of you

Posted on May 27, 2011 by cancerwidow

Dearest; how screwed up is this life that to get through the day and be able to pretend I’m a real human being, I have to not think of you? When you were ill and we didn’t know why, I … Continue reading →

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Housework

Posted on May 8, 2011 by cancerwidow

Hello, love. Had a lovely breakfast with my folks today. Missed you. Thank you for teaching me the joy of a cooked breakfast, of poached eggs and bacon, juice and coffee. Every time I have a cooked breakfast, I think … Continue reading →

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