Tag Archives: ashes

Winter, Heart and Soul

Posted on June 2, 2011 by cancerwidow

Hello my love. The mornings are getting cold. Makes it hard to get out of bed when the alarm goes off. I’m already inclined to pull the blankets over my head and try to sleep the rest of my life … Continue reading →

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Too Tired to Think

Posted on May 18, 2011 by cancerwidow

Hello my love. Really tired today. Still getting over this cough/cold thing and looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow. Thank you so much for helping me not be upset by the problems with the funeral director. I know it’s the … Continue reading →

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WTF?

Posted on May 17, 2011 by cancerwidow

Evening, my love. I thought the low point of my day today was just having to be at work while being worn out by a persistant cough that is making my ribs and belly ache. I was wrong. I’d intended … Continue reading →

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Bad memories

Posted on March 11, 2011 by cancerwidow

Oh, darl. Today has been tough. I’m feeling crook just now. I’ve stayed up too late finishing off the slideshows for your memorial tomorrow (today, I should say – stayed up really too late), and I’m queasy. All I can … Continue reading →

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Third week

Posted on March 4, 2011 by cancerwidow

Hello dearest. I collected your ashes from the undertaker today. I was expecting the box would be bigger; it made me sad to see how small it was, wrapped in a silver-grey, faux-velvet bag. The weight is right though. The … Continue reading →

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